Menghitung mundur

Delapan hari lagi, aku menghitung mundur. Keputusan telah kuambil, tapi tak kunjung aku tuliskan dalam kata-kata. Semoga hal ini adalah yang terbaik untuk hidup dan masa depanku. Butuh waktu dan kejernihan berpikirku, karena tak mudah bagiku untuk memutuskannya. Keremangan yang kunjung mendatangiku seakan enggan untuk kembali bersinar terang. Kekhawatiran kerap bersarang dalam relungku yang paling dalam. Aku ingin hal ini segera berlalu dari padaku. Dan hal yang paling ku inginkan adalah untuk segera mendapatkan jawabanNya melalui orang-orang kepunyaanNya.
Dirinya telah meyakinkanku untuk dapat mengambil keputusanku. Dan dirinya jualah yang membenarkan jawaban dari suara hatiku.
Tetapi kusadari sepenuhnya bahwa aku sedang limbung. Berdiri di tepian pantai, menunggu kapal itu datang dan membawaku pergi dari tempat dimana aku telah berada enam tahun belakangan ini. Bapa...semoga kali ini aku tak salah melangkah.

Puzzle

Hei look... We've just broken our unfinished puzzle....

LDR

A conversation during 17th - 1st floor :

B : How's ur holiday?
M : so..so lah pak... Its fun!
B : so u spent ur holiday with ur bf?
M : nope, I didn't... *sambil nyengir kuda*
B : why?? U have to!!
M : no..no..no.. He's not here lah..
B : Where is he?
M : Jambi!
B : huaaaa.. Its so far away from here! Why?? He stay there or what?
M : he work there :D
B : so u got a long distant relationship?
M : Yes, I am!
B : do u believe him? Its so difficult, u know!! Why don't u get a boy in Jakarta and forget him!
M : why shud I?
B : hey, u know!! Man always man! Its very dangerous!!

Then we separated, 1st floor already!
*damn!!! I really don't care with people said! A relationship should base on love, trust, and honesty. And I got those three! Where ever is he now, I believe in him, like he does. :)

....It is you....

I saw ur letter...
I read it...
With those nice words..
And I believe, u meant it...

I keep ur promises..
And I keep mine...
With these beautiful feelings..
I'm glad u'r coming...
And I never regret for even a single thing on you..
We'll built these...
Based on trust, faith, love and God's way..

We r good..
We'll be fine...
A 1000miles will not make us fall..
We'll grew strong...
And make a happy ending...

I thank God for you...
I thank God for the feeling...
I thank u for waiting me patiently..
U'r the nicest people...

I'm not regret for my past...
Neither yours...
If this feeling has just shown up recently, its just because God want to make it on His time, not on mine or yours...

I'm glad that it is you...
And I thank God for making me a part of u..
Me, you... This is ours..