Dear #kamu

Dear #kamu..
Thank you for everything..
Thank you for the love that we felt before..
Thank you for all the happiest moment in my life..
You brightened my days.. and you kept shining for me..
You gave me an extraordinary streght..
You gave me a comfort place to share all my stories, and ease all my doubtness..
You make me believing that love doesn't recognize any differencies..
You the one that make me to love you unconditionally...


and I'm so sorry for my less acceptance.. I should not to ruin all those things just because of my ego.. Like an earth having its own two sides, daylight and night.. Like a coin have two sides.. So we are..


Dear #kamu..
I still have your voice record on my mind and off course on my phonecell..
I still can hear you sing that song for me.. so everytime I miss you, just switch the button on..
And I still have you on my heart.. Let time heal us.. We'll be fine..
We never know what the future bring us..
We don't know what universe will do for us.. ;)
Like we believing before, that all the things happened to us were not coincidence..
Someone, Something has made those. If we are meant each other, the universe will work for us.
I hope you are doing fine there, with all the load, you can carry those. And I believe you can pass it through well.
We'll be separated by a thousand milles and it won't make any difference at all.
I know you still keep me on your heart like I always do.


Like you said before, we can still be a best friend. I still can count on you, and off course you do.


I believe you keep watching me from your place, like I always do.
Take care biiboo.. You always be my biiboo..no one else..


*2nd day after the hurricane

Love You Lately

Beberapa minggu yang lalu, gw terngiang lagu ini..
And tiba-tiba dapet kiriman voice note dari #kamu...

Dan hari ini gw tersadar...
DAMIT... lagu ini pas bener ternyata.. (hei... aku yang pantes nyanyiin ini buat kamu looohh)

Love you Lately - Daniel Powter

You packed your last two bags
A taxi's 'round the bend You used to laugh out loud
But you can't remember when
You lost your lies
It's like your moving out of time
And the whole word crumbles
Right beneath you
So, I might've made a few mistakes
But that was back when you would smile
And we would go everywhere
But we ain't been there for awhile
And this I knowThere's a place that we can go
A place where I can Finally let you know
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately
You and me, we got this great thing
We're the only one's that around
We're the only one's that around this Babylon
I hope you find Whatever you've been lookin' for
But just remember where you're from And who you are
'Cause there's a thousand lights
That'll make you feel brand new
But if you ever lose your way
I'll be right here for you
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately
You and me, we got this great thing
So come back and you sit down
Relax, everything's to see
That you've come a long, long way
And it's the place that you should be
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately
You and me, we got this great thing
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately
You and me, we got this great thing
And we're the only one's that around
We're the only one's that around this Babylon

End

Hei Kamu...
It's about another un-happy ending story (again)...
Terlalu mudah... Terlalu cepat... Terlalu berbahagia.. Terlalu menyakitkan..

Aku akan membiarkannya berserakan..
Ia telah hancur.. menjadi kepingan-kepingan kecil..

I've just found you, but you take it back from me..

Aku... Aku...
aku hanya ingin berada dalam sudut temaram itu..
Tanpa kata, kosong, tanpa asa, tanpa air mata..
Terlelap tuk sejenak, hingga Engkau mengambilku nanti..

07/05/12 - 29/07/12

-ego-

I just can't run...when there is no place to hide anymore..
Or I can't run, just because I don't want to?


I still get my both legs.. but they refuse to walk away as my mind does.
Maybe,,, it's because I have put my life there... I have put my heart left..
Ooohh..take her away from there.. She has to be with me now...


I've broke my own promises.. I've broke my own decision to accompany you..
Is it the best choice that we took yesterday?

The only thing left is you...
Where would we be now?




-ego-


*6daysbefore#ugo

11-13/07/12

Feel so strange with this kind of feeling..
When your soul can't be run as well..
In this crowded place...
What it is?

I hope you are doing well there..
even you are not...

Too much worried?
I am...
But how to hold those?

It always goes to you...

Dear you...